I guess we all have some self-confidence issues. We're a generation of indecision and fretting. Our entire lives, we've been told time again that we can be whatever we want, and all it really resulted in is chronic doubt. I hardly know anyone who is doggedly pursuing a specific dream. Of course, a lot of the worrying is unfounded. There's no absolute path towards any career. We're still young. But after the rigid structure of all these years of schooling, where it's been ingrained that if we do A, B, and C, we'll get to D. School is so wonderfully quantifiable. Can you imagine if it were like the working world? Most kids would get to do second grade, but a few wouldn't make the cut because their interviews went badly.
In that scenario, I hope the kids would be paid for school. I'm just saying, if I'd gotten a salary, my entire outlook would have been different.
Anyways, these thoughts are probably stemming from the prospect of the approaching end of my internship. I've gotten a lot of worthwhile experience, but it strikes me how much it's really just something to prop up my flimsy resume. The internship was part of my carefully plotted education plan, but it doesn't really work the same way as the rest of the schooling process. I'm doing A, but there's no guarantee that I'll get to B because of it. All it does is inflate my chances slightly. When it comes down to it, a good serving of luck is probably what will get me a job (if I do, indeed, get one). I'll be at the mercy of forces beyond my control.
That really scares me.
In that scenario, I hope the kids would be paid for school. I'm just saying, if I'd gotten a salary, my entire outlook would have been different.
Anyways, these thoughts are probably stemming from the prospect of the approaching end of my internship. I've gotten a lot of worthwhile experience, but it strikes me how much it's really just something to prop up my flimsy resume. The internship was part of my carefully plotted education plan, but it doesn't really work the same way as the rest of the schooling process. I'm doing A, but there's no guarantee that I'll get to B because of it. All it does is inflate my chances slightly. When it comes down to it, a good serving of luck is probably what will get me a job (if I do, indeed, get one). I'll be at the mercy of forces beyond my control.
That really scares me.
